thurs marked the end of my attachment.. finally i got my last holiday in my student life!!

been going out for the past few days.. i was really busy!! i went out wif my family on sun to chinatown to get sum goodies for cny.. it was really packed with ppl!! while we will walking past this mochi stall we actually heard the uncle saying: "we are not selling mochi but plastic bag for 5bucks'. that sound so interesting!! so we went forward to have a look.. they actually sold one plastic bag for 5bucks n u could fill the pastic wif as much of mochi as u liked..

so this were how much we filled..

and this were how much when we pourd out..

only for 10bucks= 2 plastic bags..

n this was the flower we bought.. 19bucks very cheap

all the cny goodies

6 more days................ end of attachment!!!!

i am currently doing night shift.. ytd night was really a nightmare for mi!! horrible!! terrible!! vegetable!! basically i am really working from 9pm to 7.30am for every sec n min non-stop!! i never even went for my break which i would usually rest as it can be really sleepy at night!! all thank to my patients!! this irritating n scary n confuse plus plus plus patient was actually for blood transfusion. although he was on hand restraint, body restraint n one hand amputated, he still managed to pull out his plug.. guess wat?!! he actually did it using his mouth.. so smart!! really smart!! his bed was flooded with blood!! blood that was donated by some kind soul!! irrirtating plus plus plus!! because of this we got to re-transfuse him.. later on of our night, we actually sat in front of him to write our report so as to ensure that he did not pull out the plug again.. n the story dun jus end here.. there was another patient trying to climb out of bed!! again another smart patient!! he was on body restaint n he actually managed to climb out with his both leg touching the floor.. my god!! really got nothing to commend abt him la!! the story can really go on n on n on.. how i wish i can use a hammer to knock them all to sleep..

hopefully i will hab a peaceful night today!!!!!!! pls!!

i'm back.. happy new year!! hope everybody are in good health n wealth..

life were so bad!! busy!! tired!! this were the only feeling i can link to the career as a nurse.. i kinda hope i wun go back to the same ward after i pass out cause it is really difficult to nurse renal pt.. n their condition can deteriorate within days.. for example there was this patient who was so talkerive n always walked ard in the ward can die after two days in the icu.. just 7weeks in the ward, 4 patients had died.. that so scary!!

anyway 5 more weeks to end of my attachment!! cant wait for 1st feb!! the day attachment end..

hahahaha

Star in Your Own JibJab! It's Free!haha.. i created this click myseif.. is so cute!!

inside someone's chest, there is only a heart which beat non stop.
in every place in one's body, there is alway the hot blood at 36.5degrees flowing around.
when the heart stop beating and the hot blood turns cool then people will die.
the reason why a person's blood should at least reach 35degrees is becox,
people are warm, not cold blooded mammals.

haha loads of picx to upload.. here are sum of the picx i took for the past two weeks.. they are so coolxxxx :)

the night when all of us turn crazy!!

i am now watching on this korean drama "Surgeon Bong Dal Hee".. this drama basically talk abt medical stuff.. all the things they did in the show are 99% right and real!! they really did a proper defibrillation and scrub up.. kinda like a revision before i go for my OT and ED attachment.. i love the time when they need to made medical decision.. so exciting!! a drama that is better than grey's anatomy, ER and healing hands.. i am loving it!! 4 more episodes to go..

hmmm sumtime i am thinking why all the medical drama only focus on wat the doctors are doing and no nurses.. kinda hope there will be a drama talking more abt nurses in future.. cox nurses are impt too :)


heehee i am go for the mass causalty exercise at AH tml.. kinda excited!! dunno wat role i will be playing.. hopefully it will be a easy one!!


3 more days to my attachment.. how i wish the clock can tick slowly so i will hab more time to enjoy..

jus came back from ktv.. everything was great!! went wif great friends, sang great songs and paid great price.. how i wish life can stay in this way forever.. i guess it will only happen in my dream.. talking abt dream, i think i am having good sleep this few days cox i kept dreaming.. ppl dream if u are in deep sleep or u are having a good sleep..

above all wun last long cox i am starting my attachment next week.. n it will only end next yr on feb!! sosososoooooo sad case!! hope everything will go smoothly..

ops.. is 5.30am in the morning and i am still awake!! randomly saw this post and i found it quite meaningful..

变了心的人 越想越伤人

孤坐的清晨 阳光替房间开了灯

想 若结局一样 又和苦再想

伤 若让人成长 我为什么怕分手的伤

有时候，我们不愿意离开一个人，是因为我们在他身上投资了太多东西，包括感情、青春，甚至是金钱。

跟他的关系愈来愈坏，彼此的话题愈来愈少，相处的愈来愈不开心，无数次想过要分手，却仍然留下来，因为已经投资了那么多，没理由现在放弃。

半途放弃，以前的损失怎么办？

已经下了注，不赢的话，太不甘心了。

那些记忆。

如果这辈子都无法抹去。

我只好让他提早泛黄。

loads of memories are difficult to forget.. i hab decided to keep it in a corner and try not to remember it..

life been great!! jus came back from genting.. here are the good memories :)

haha didnt blog for quite sumtime..

exam hab over and i am enjoying my holiday. did quite a loads of stuff!! went to thailand with my sister, meet up my bestie and poly friends.. went KTVing and AMORE women's work out.. it was really fun.. think there are more to come.. life is so great now!!

picx picx picx!!

went to cut my hair jus now..


i am super frustrated and i really need to ventilate!! the hairstylist suck to hell!! unsually my hairstylist is the solon boss but today she recommended me this suck to hell hairstylist and being curious i agreed to give him a try. but it turn out to be a tragedy!!


i told the sucker i want to cut my hair short and i dun want it to be too layer cox my hair kept falling for the past few week and if i cut it too layer, my hair will look veri little. so he started cutting. since i am sososo tired, i close my eyes n rest. when the sucker told me he was done n i open my eyes, i nearly got a stroke!!

my hair look like a broom!! then i kinda ask him to re-cut and trim it. although it look slightly better now but my hair is still super uneven. really feel like chopping the sucker into mince pork!!

lesson learnt: do not close your eyes n rest while cutting your hair!!


my life suck.. i am sick again!! down with flu and fever..

....didnt blog for a long period becox my compute was down for quite sumtime and i am jus moodless to blog..

loads of thing have change in my life.. we use to be very close. we did almost everything together. but we are stranger now!! i am really sad but that's the reality and i got to face it..

exam is one step closer.. busy busy busy busy!!

feeling so moody....

i was rotting at home during the weekend.. my skill test is on monday n i didnt really pratice on it.. on top of that i hab a theory test on thurs n i didnt start my revision yet.. i am doom!! i am gone!!

death!!

arggggggh....... i am super angry!!

due to my heavy bag i took a bus home jus now and the bus was sososo packed with ppl.. everybody were squeezing and standing beside me was this indian boy and he actually stepped onto my shoes two time.. my white shoes had became black shoes!! so angry.. feel like chopping him into minced pork..

weekend hooray!!!!!!!!

school life is horrible.. just starting first week of my school i am bomb with 6projects!! beside that this sem time table was horrible cause from monday to firday all the lesson start either on 8 or 9am.. that is super early and basically i just sleep 3 to 5hrs per day.. on top of that almost everyday hab skill lab lesson which mean each week we will learn 6to8 new skill.. super loads of skill!! argg............................ irritating.................... shit...................

school start and life suck!!

i fracture my hand.. :'(

pics i look this week..

i'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone you

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what is all about
Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for your devotion

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
That's what you get for your devotion

I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!

Never fall in love again
Never fall in love again

yeah finally i hab finished my 3days work at IMM as a resort club membership promoter.. i am so tired and my leg was aching like crazy.. anyway i am really lucky to find this job and i think if there is another roadshow, there is a veri high possibility that my manager will ask mi back to work for her again.. although the pay is quite miserable but i really need this miserable money.. i am so poor now cox the payment of my school fees is coming soon.. so shit case!! argh.............


haix school is starting soon..
7 more days to go :(

is 3.30am now.. i am sososo sleepy but i cant sleep cox i am not at my own house.. i am at my friend's friend house playing my fav mahjong.. yeah!! but today is really not my day cox i am lossing money.. so far i hab loss 7bucks and more to come.. so shit case!!


heehee he is sitting beside mi now.. happy in progress :)

holiday life is sososo great!!

but nothing is perfect la cox i hab a veri bad diarrhea for 2days last week and i actually vomited so badly.. whenever that went into my stomach bascially came out either from my mouth or anus as liquid!! i cant eat at all.. with no solution, i surrender myself to the doctor.. tis was the first time i visited to the doctor for the past two yr!! sososo shit case n i wasted 36bucks :'(

heehee went out with ariel and her bf and her bf friends today.. kinda excited!! heart was beating at 120/min and my hand is sweating like a runnning tap cox i am nervous.. esp when he called my name.. i am really shock and i guess at that point of time my heart beat went up to 138/min heehee.. so funny!! veri funny!!
PS : normally heart rate is 60-100/min

ok that all..

happiness still in progress :)

hooray!! i am enjoying my 4weeks of holiday..

eat and sleep and eat and sleep and watch tv programme and sleep and eat.............

i am 20th yr old. i am kinda sad cox i just cant belivev that i am so old now and in 1yr time i will be going out to the society and start my working life. so scary!!

today is my second last day of attachment. i really cant wait for tml to come cox after tml i am going off for my 4weeks holiday.. i quit enjoy my this attachment cox it is a cardiac ward and u really can learn n do a loads of things there.. but i just dun like some of the nurses there cox they really treat u like their dog and kept ordering to do somthing that the porter should be doing. but is ok tml is my last day.. yeah :)


ok here are sum of the pic i took for the past few days..

finally i hab the mood to blog.. although today is not my last day of exam but i can really feel a relief cox i hab finish the most disaster paper- medical surgical!! this paper was horrible!! i spent my whole night studying but all the question that came out from the SAQ section was not the questions i hab studied. so i am so stress while i am doing :( .. esp all the pathopysiology part!! when i saw the question, they are so so expensive and cost 5marks!! and this kind of question u really cant bull shit. is either u know or you dunno. after reading, i really sweat everywhere.. haix i really hope i wun fail!! pray hard..

here are same pic i took..

muckx

we smoke

do not disturb

wowoww

this are not all the stuff i hab for CYN. i still hab sum more at my coffee tea infront and sum in the fridge. scary!! i think i will put on at least 10kg after this coming CNY.. wat a disaster :"(

watch this.. veri funny

new yr eve should be a day to go out n enjoy but i really feel lousy n tire so i end up staying at home.. i was out for the past few day maybe that's the reason y it make mi feel so tire n sleepy!! school is starting in two days time.. the freedom is goona end n is abt time to say hello hello to ur lecture note again.. what a sad moment :'(

yeah finally i change my hp!! i am sososo happy.. hopefully with this new phone it can brighten my everyday..

+ E900 +

i am back!!


heehee didnt blog for quite sumtime.. n this is not becox that i am veri busy but jus becox i am too lazy and dun feel like doing anything.. jus feel like slacking!! i hab been sacking for the past few week.. neither studying nor doing my project!! now i wonder how am i gonna spend my 2weeks of holiday.. hmmm maybe i should said study break rather than holiday cox once i go back to sch after the break, life will be miserable.. help help help :(


i am a person who like raining day eps when i am slacking at home cox without switching on the fan u can enjoy the cooling weather.. but due to the heavy rain my mum brought a stranger back to my house n to stay at my house for one night.. this stranger is a 'HE'.. dun ask mi why cox that is complicated and i am jus too lazy to elaborate the whole story.. most of my family member got so angry!! luckily the stranger look quit decent n dun look like bad ppl that will do funny things..

haiz.. i will be veri poor for the next two month!! payment for my school fees and insurance hab made mi sososo dry n poor..

i hab been doing loads of window shopping online this few days but i cant buy any of them.. and i think becox of nov n dec holiday there are loads of new sprees coming up.. but i am jus too poor to get any of them although they are cheap :'(


BCLS practical test is on next tue but i am still slacking.. i dun even bother to take out the book from my bag to do sum practise or reading.. help!!

my sis bought a new digital cam 7.2mega pixels beside that nothing interesting hab happened in my life..

school start n this week is passing veri fast.. nothing interesting thing happened!! jus loads of project and test coming up..

BCSL(CPR) practical really suck.. it hurt my hand badly after every practice!!

weekend is tml but the mood is nt there.. i am so restless this few days and jus dun feel like doing anything.. HELP :(

hello.. miss mi?? >.<

people might think tat i went missing or maybe i am gonna shut down my blog soon BUT definitely not.. the reason why i didnt blog for sososososo many days was because i am super busy.. straight after my att at kk hospital i started working and was only till tuesday i stop working and get sum rest n enjoyment which i hab missed..


so from tuesday onward i spent all my time watching GONG and manage to finish the last episode this morning at 6am!! this drama was really fantastic i love it a loads and i actually cried till my eyes were swollen.. haha a drama tat everybody should really buy and watch..


den i went down to sch ytd wif my firend to buy books.. spent 1oobucks totally cause i bought medical surgical textbook.. i am so heart pain cause all the money i earn for the past one week 1/2 was gone.. den gonna buy jane n eileen bday present.. n ariel bday coming too!! lastly saturday i am going to escape.. -.-" all the money which i hab earn will be all gone n left wif nothing to do sum shopping.. poor girl :(


school starting soon n i believe this sem will be very stressful cause 6modules to be finish in 14weeks.. n on e 2nd week we will hab our BCLS thoery test n e practical test is on the 4th or 5th week if i am not wrong -.-"